Chrm chrm..now to my OWN opinion(I mean no harm )

After I finished watching EP 15 (I’ve seen a lot of comments about the episode and the development of the love-triangle, which were VERY biased –> that’s the reason why I wanted to write a “report” about the current situation.) the HM+SD couple WON my heart:

I want to begin with the moment when Jingook found Hyemi on the street, who was walking across the street, thinking about the decision she was supposed to make.

I really thought that there would be a romantic scene, but the moment turned out to be a “friend”ly one. At the end she was very disappointed and even asked him why he’s not trying to keep her from going

I know exactly how biased MiGook shippers would argue now:

Because Jingook wants her to fulfill her ‘real’ dream. And they are right. But it doesn’t matter to Hyemi. She is in the act of choosing between them, and Jingookie gives us and her the impression of letting her go.

This scene really disappointed me. I thought that Jingook would hold on her, but he seems to throw in the towel.

In comparison to Samdong, who thinks that he is not the one who is in her heart, is fighting like whatev. EP 14 must have opened our eyes, or not? There is no use in holding on a couple, where the MAN has already given up the GIRL.  And haha the scene where Hyemi runned away from him was EPIC, or not? I don’t think that Hyemi would have run away from Jingook.

After EP 13 there were a lot of SamMi scenes + scenes where Jingook adored Samdong, because he’s way closer to Hyemi and kinda backed off.

And now I want to talk about the very last scene(before Madushik gain the upper hand xD and the preparations of Dream High) where they are standing at the busstation, where Samdong is missing.

She looks kinda tense, or not? This scene is very meaningful. Because after getting asked why Samdong might not come out she looked at the pendant and decided  not to go. Maybe she realized, that she belongs to Korea? (and  to Samdong )

And then the scene switches to Samdongie, who is looking at the thing(lol) Hyemi gave him.

I really don’t have an idea why they brought up the tinnitus thing. But maybe we should treat it as a signal, which gived him a kick in the arse lol. Silly thing what are you doing there and not chasing after Hyemi if you love her????

And then he starts running as if his life would depend on Hyemi to stay in Korea. It was such a cute scene…which made me love SamMi even more that country bumpkin never fails to make me cry…xD

I was like ..lol

Fortunately Hyemi catched him up :3~ and told him that she has decided to stay~ keke our prince couldn’t help it and he ended up huuuging her very tightly~

She seems to realize who is really meant for her and caring for her. This is the moment, which is hot topic amongst the MiGook – SamMi shippers and which leaded me to write this haha .. how should I call it –> the report? Because she looks very surprised, kinda shocked. A lot of MiGook fans started to forge an opinion like ‘she looks very confused here, maybe she realized that she’s not really in love with Samdong’. Lol c’mon..that really doesn’t make sense! She’s looking for an answer right out of her heart –> Jingook is acting to her like a friend and Samdong shows her how much she means to him. Who would u choose in that matter? Well I’m for SamMi this time.

In my opinion: that face of hers means that she finally knows, who would give up everything for her and who loves her the most. :3 About the “confused” facial expression: It might be the fact that Suzy still lacks at facial expressions and that she was effin nervous too? Because well Soohyun is her ideal guy after all lol.

And this is the end of the REPPOOOORT~ and how I became a SamMi shipper! I liked them at the very beginning, but still couldn’t decide on the fave couple. And well.. normally I’m not a friend of shippings xD but SamMi is EFFFFIIIIN cute!
But well..nothing is impossible. Everything could happen~
AND the reason why I used BIASED very often was, because not all MiGook lovers act that way ^^ just the very very narrow-minded effin biased MiGook shippers(I mean no harm!)

I hope that BaekHee + Jingook will get together xD I really love Eunjung and Taec together~

PS: let us not forget about THIS scene:

LOVE + RESPEKT!!! peace

I prefer the second way to live my life
hihi what a wierd “opening” aight?
It has been a long time since I’ve updated my blog the last time.
I think it was in May…aw…that was really way back… =( I was really busy with a lot of things and I’ve taken time out.
But now I’m back with a new design :3 do you like it?
it’s more colorful :3 and this time it’s dubu onews turn <3 I love his smile!
A lot of friends are in Seoul or LA at the moment..they will meet them.
Omg I'm so excited though I'm not involved. Aw I'd love to be in on it …
but I don't give up life's not that easy, right? You gotta fight for your dreams <3
Like I've said before:

Everything is a miracle.
and nothing is impossible <3

I'm sure that I'll meet them all one day. I'll fight for my dreams!
I'm thinking bout working on Saturdays to earn some money ^^ <3 want to save money for driver license and many other things ofc.
For example a trip to Korea or even Asia. I never joke about my porposes.
There is a lot going on.
Aigooo dunno where to start 3 days(almost 4 due to the fact that it's 11:32 PM rn) ago I turned 19.
19.19.19.19.19
it's superb old.
Lol nah. It's not. Compared to other people. For example Rain oppa hahahaha HE is old.
Lol I'm comforting myself this way.
How mean.
Awww you got to tell me what you think about the new design xDD <3 I'm delighted with it.
omo…Now I remember what I can write~
My holidayjob was superb ..exhausting.
but it was worth the money kekekekeke I've spent a lot of money…aww tooo baad xDD~
<3<3<3
wowowowowowow~
I missed a lot of hilarious events.
Oh well.
That's how it goes.
You can't have everything, aight? <3 ^___^
<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

bye-yoooom :3333~
I would be glad if you would leave a message to me <3

lol I just clicked on ‘random playing’ and guess which song played? Hubbys solo and selfwritten ‘Maybee’
I just had to take it as the post title xDD yeah~
How have u been? It seems like ages ago since I’ve updated my blog the last time >> It was because of the superb stress at school.
And it still remains.
BUT I’m doing good~ ^^ everything’s gotten back to normal <3 regarding friendship and so on u remember my last few entries about
how unfair life is? Well~ ofc it still is, otherwise there’ll be not such a difference between poor and rich, right? ^^
The love makes me forget the cruelness of life <3 give it a try! :33~ keke
My head hurts from studying. It’s really to much <__<”’ I have 13 subjecs & 39 hours tuition a week.
Can u imagine how I manage to study during the WEEK? That’s the reason why the work piles up at the weekend >>’ as I’ve mentioned it on Twitter
I gotta study for 4 SUBJECTS >__<”
I’ve to take two tests on Monday
(informations and production logistics <- a programming language ~~’; electronic engineering <- well it sucks. It’s all about
magnetism, relais etc..)
Wednesday it’s time for an english test. Well I love english in general, but not the way how she gives the lessons ..
We gotta learn a lot of paragraphs. Well that’s the way how it goes >>’
There’s no school on Thursday but gotta study anyways to pull through ~~’
on Friday I have to take the operation technology test..it’s important.
Like maths. I will get started with that subject TODAY allthough I’ve to take the test on 20th May..it’s SUP ERB important to me..

Keep your fingers crossed for my babys <3
Wanna round off my entry with cheeky hubby pictures :D:D:D

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST

I’m looking forward to SUJU’s comeback omoo I’m sooo exciiited ><
If not yet done check their Teaser out immediately! you’ll definitely not be disappointed *_*

just finished showering~ mooah I feel soo goood :33 but yea..the fact that it’s 10:36 PM rn is depressing .. xD
Today I had a great time with my friends, who I’ve barely seen the past months because we have our several ways..
Both of them are carying on a job and I’ve decided to continue school that’s the reason why we barely see each other..
Worse luck that you’ve to seperate with good friends and have also to decide at a young age how u want to lead your life in advance…
Life is so heartbreaking. It’s the vicious truth about life. Love, Success,…these things whitewash the unfairness about life.
And when you’re left alone, when your life is fraught with difficulty…then u get to know the truth about life.
Lol sounds very pessimistic, right? keke~
I’m not a pessimistic person :3 not at all.
But sometimes you’ve to come across the dark side of life to figure out, how precious life, your friends, etc are.
These days, I’m subjected to difficulties, which hurts me a lot .. but I’ve to go through it to become a much stronger person
so I’ll continue fighting~

Aja Aja HWAITING!!!

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA JAY OPPA!!
THE JAY-EFFECT WILL LAST FOREVER.

You wanna take a break from everyday life and wanna listen to good music?
Check them out immediately!

Guess who is in the Youtube Spotlight!?

A wonderful message from a wonderful person..

DON’T FORGET TO CHECK HIS YOUTUBE CHANNEL OUT! A MUST-DO FOR MUSIC & DANCE-ADDICTS!
check it out yo~

ALWAYS:
LOVE & RESPECT!

THINK p i n k

I don’t have the time at all to relax these days because I’ve to study nearly every day.
the everyday life of a student, right?
Some subjects become a problem..for example maths (my weak point..)
I don’t wanna talk about the school because it depresses me abundant enough …
I’ll make it daebak I’ve promised it to myself <3 and I'll hold on to it.
thunderclouds keep on moving above me ..
can somebody tell me why?
It hurts. Pls make it stop..I want to cry my eyes out but I don't want the ppl around me to notice my feelings..and I don't want them to suffer either.
doom loop

Everything happens for a reason.
And soon it’ll be sunny again
it has to rain <3 otherwise anything is wrong <3 so keep holding on ~

I've done something charitably on Monday kekekeke ^^
I've taken an active part in a blood drive >’ keke the young doctors surrouned meee :333 because I’ve looked superb pale..I was about to faint more than 3 times..
They’ll tell me soon if my blood can be used, they have to test it for diseases >< and I'll get a blood pass, which will contain my bloodtype, given diseases etc.
I've the wind up for that reason kek .. x__x'' it'll be ok <3

And last but not least:

When I’ve listened to it the first time I didn’t like it because it seemed kinda limply to me…but now I can’t stop listen to it <3
give it a try and check the Album in general out!

Why does the song suit my situation so fine?

I’m feeling better now~
Lol though I haven’t studied at all.
Note:
13 subjects to accomplish…+ 1 optional subject.
I’m getting a little bit nervous and exhausted..but I’ll brave it out bcoz I don’t want the same
fate like my parents. I want to make it big in the industry lol.
Informatics … it kinda annoys me. And my aim ab initio was always to be a psychologist. A clinical psychologist .. it doesn’t matter.
first aim is ofc: to take my A-levels what else?
I know that it’s gonna be a difficult, stony road..but I’ll make it daebak! I know that I’ve the abilitiy to do so
Finally I turn myself up.

<3
heartstrings ftw…

finally uncovered:
Jagiya… you are so handsome..kinda dead at heart rn keke…
I really envy your wife-to-be I wish it would be me … kekekekke
let me hug you once~ pls..

it feels so good..to be lovey-doveyed kekeh

Long time no update <_< as I've said in my previous entry..I hadn't have the time to do anything expect for studying.
I'll study hard at the weekend~ so don't wonder why I'll be not online.
Atm I'm in a bad mood..geez..school is damn tiring and yea..
*sigh* mäng how depressing.
But sometimes you've to endure depressing times in life, right?
yä.
The sun is showing up slowly.
Geeez how pathetic. I'm such a fool kekeke…
Life goes on and the sun keeps on shining.
I wish I'd stop immediately. I don't want my life to be like that.
Really not.
Not like how is it right now.
I wish I'd live at least in Korea..to come my optimism preserver close.
Geeez why am I ike this right now?
I don't want to be a moanbag. Altough sometimes…you've to be like that.
dunno what to say/write rn.
Just sth:

Keep holding on. No matter what’ll cross your path.
And keke :33 I’m superb crazy over Rain oppa atm~ for that reason I’ve checked his kdrama ‘A Love To Kill’ out~
He’s such a good actor congratulations oppa~

I’m so excited bcoz of 2PM :3 and still worried.
And even more worried about Jay oppa…

I don’t want him to suffer anymore. And I really don’t understand why he consented ..
or do they want to trick us again?
I’m not up to date rn >< I'm sorry..
I miss my tweeps so much .. f*** off time difference..
I want you guys right here beside me <3

and don’t forget to check 2PM’s new MV teaser out:

Finally I can relax more than 2 hours aigoo..
school is so exhausting at the moment…
for that reason I dunno if I could update my blog everyday Q__Q
well~ I’ll make all of the tests daebak!! and for that reason I have to work very hard..
YÄY U__u”"
Yesterday I felt very uncomfortable because of a controversy abt kHottest etc..
and it cracks me up =( I don’t want to quarrel with Hottest friends(even if they’re not HOTTEST anymore, they’ll be my Hottest friends foreva ^^)
I got it completely wrong~ because I thought that they were angry at us AT THE MOMENT .. not that they WERE angry at us
(back then I was a pro-boycotter anyways)
it sounds like I’d be a backstabber of the pro-boycotter now but I’m not.
Because I can’t let go 2PM. Not anymore.
That doesn’t mean that I’m pissed off bcoz of Jay or sth like that how could I ??
Your guess is as good as mine atm..above all..only 2PM & Jay knows what’s right and false atm.
I miss Jay so much.. even if he’s better preserved in Seattle ..
I support Jay AND 2PM.

Why?
Because all of them are just human, and everybody makes mistakes, right?
Every single member had worked hard in the past to become what they are now.
I don’t think that Jay was mistreated by his members.
I believed that under the influence of the rumours. Because they runned the 6 boys down by
picking out the moments when they were in bad moods, twisting their words around etc.

It’s up to you:
love, respect & forgiveness or the opposite ^^ I don’t call you into question.
it depends on your love towards them, isn’t it?
For that reason I’m not able to let them go because of A MISTAKE.
It’ll fade away as time goes on.
I’m sure that Jay’ll make it big in the States!
Because everyone get’s what he deserves!
<3 I'll support him by all available means!

and in addition:
it’s revealed now that most of the Saesang accounts are faked(especially the pictures with the gfs..)

What does that tell us?
That antifans had tried to trick US HOTTEST with the aim to set us to a fight.
And they’ve kinda achieved success, haven’t they?
for that reason I feel bad.
But I don’t want to lose friends because of disagreement =( so please let’s not…
We dunno anything. And in a situations like that it’s just natural to overreact, for that reason we shouldn’t blame each other.
It’s such a difficult situation x_x”
Let’s go out of bad feelings! and keep on loving, respecting each other!
our bond of hottest friendship shouldn’t die away <3

Always:
Love & Respect!

Saranghaeyo my Hottest dearies!!

Keep on wallowing in hottest memories~

Aiiiish…I’m superb Rain addicted atm u__U”"” I’ve a crush on ‘LOVE STORY’..that’s the reason why I’ve created a poll kekee
*siigh* it’s just tooo baaad I have to concentrate on my studieeeeeeeees >__< but the ear wig is just .. too bad..
q__q'' stop it stop iiit!
"I love you ajikdo saranghaaaaaaaaaaaaaaeeeeeeeee~"
aaah it keeps on RAINING xDD pls stop it…but HOW?!
As soon as Junho will show up ofc x) kekekekkekeke <3 *being a playgirl*
w000t .. wait…
okay..
Rain is my BOYTOY
and Junho is my hubby..my everything~
but Rain is just my .. boytoy yea~ XDDD kk I'll stop it now.
I want to show you my crazy, disgustin…etc. quiz results kekekekekeke

[u have to click on the pic to get the real size!]
at first: what the hell is wrong with them and their peepees??~
it’s kinda ..yea…xDD see it yourself..

lol..thank you Taec. For the CLEAR PANTS.

yeaa woo my boo~let’s do it

lol Jay is my bro AND my husband.
<3 yey~ and Junho is my boytoooy~
I felt like it DDDDDDDDDDDD

~
I'll continue studying now~
I love you ajikdo saranghaeeeeeeeeeeeee~ D
(IT KEEPS ON RAINING NOOOOO…Can u please disabuse me of the RAINISM?!)